I’m back just to say that I’ve hit a tipping point. My mother sent me a link to a video. I’m hesitant to link it because the creators don’t deserve a dime… but I will just in case you’re curious about the lies that the average American will believe. Had to edit and re-upload the letter since I took out a lot of scathing language. She’s not good with “potty language”, so I thought that she’s more likely to read the whole thing if I don’t swear until the end. I don’t think this is unfair treatment, not for someone who destroyed our family multiple times while growing up and as an adult. If you read her last letter to me about why she was divorcing my dad, you’d be all like O_O and then “how can she believe something like this?”. Even my Christian friends and colleagues are disgusted with how she conducts herself, and I just tell them straight facts from my mom’s letter. No need to lie or embelish. It’s just that horrible on its own. There’s a long legacy of her crazy abuse. But now for her latest email to me:
From my mother:
Hello, dear Family,
I just watched a video that lays out, very nicely and briefly, why we should have nothing to do with the vaccines. Here’s the link. Watch it today if possible:
I don’t update here much anymore. In general, my mental health symptoms have been too strong to interact or keep up with Tumblr as a blog. But I recall that I wrote something about thinking I have BPD, or Borderline Personality Disorder. I thought my symptoms lines up pretty well with that disorder, so I wrote about my symptoms and how they line up with the diagnostic checklist for BPD.
I just want to say now that I may not be suffering from BPD at all. In fact, I’m quite certain right now that I actually have Asperger’s Syndrome / autism, a condition I’ve spent most of my life trying to overcome, suppress, and deny. I tried to hide myself at the prodding of my family (especially my mother), friends, and authority figures. And lately, things have really come to a head where I’m having meltdowns at work due to stress. I thought these meltdowns were because of a general anxiety disorder, or depression, or BPD, but not so. Anxiety and depression are simply par for the course for austistic/Asperger’s, and I no longer have to dwell on if maybe I have bipolar disorder, etc. Instead, now I can accept that the stimming I do is absolutely required for me to calm down, rather than seeing my stimming behavior as unacceptable flaws that I need to self-harm to regulate.
This is an admission for my own sake. Still working out the details, as I basically have to re-process every memory in my head with this new information. I have a psychiatric appointment on the 25th, and I hope they can help me medicate and get a real disagnosis. I’m barely getting by at work as it is, so a change is absolutely necessary.
People don’t talk to me much, but I would welcome any discussion about this.
I’ve come to make an announcement: Shadow the Hedgehog’s a bitch-ass motherfucker, he pissed on my fucking wife! That’s right, he took his hedgehog-fuckin’ quilly dick out and he pissed on my fucking wife, and he said his dick was “this big,” and I said “that’s disgusting,” so I’m making a callout post on my Twitter.com: Shadow the Hedgehog, you’ve got a small dick, It’s the size of this walnut except WAY smaller. And guess what? Here’s what my dong looks like! That’s right, baby, tall points, no quills, no pillows — look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong! He fucked my wife, so guess what, I’m gonna fuck the Earth! That’s right, this is what you get: my SUPER LASER PISS!!Except I’m not gonna piss on the Earth, I’m gonna go higher!! I’m pissing ON THE MOON! How do you like that, Obama?! I PISSED ON THE MOON, YOU IDIOT!! You have twenty-three hours before the piss drrrrroplllllllets hit the fucking Earth! Now get outta my fucking sight, before I piss on you too!
Happy one year anniversary to the video that gave us this improvised gem.
Happy 2nd anniversary to Eggman pissing on the moon
Finally managed to export my blog successfully, giving me access to my private posts. This includes a few important logs I decided to tuck away for a rainy day in case my ex decided to attack me after all this time.
Welp, she definitely went on the attack. She framed everything on Twitter as “child grooming” (no fucking way), tagged the FGC, and got me kicked out of the communities that I helped build before I ever had a chance to defend myself.
Such scummy behavior cannot be tolerated. I will not back down on how immoral and literally stupid she is. Her intentions are obvious. The fact that she didn’t take her story to a lawyer first shows her focus & determination to cause me pain and suffering, continuing the abuse she piled on me back in 2011.
There’s only one abuser here, and it’s Mariana Zazueta Ralis. I’ve put up with your shit for long enough, and will defend myself fully. Good thing you waited until all my debts were paid off & with plenty of money in my savings, huh? Good thing you waited 5 times longer than the civil statue of limitations, huh? And good thing you decided to attack me on Twitter first, because while you may have won that round with an unblockable attack, I have not yet lost this fight.
